break me down

do you ever just feel the pain of another?

my worst nightmare just happen in really life to someone very close to me.

i live miles away and all i can do is listen and cry with her.

all i want to do is to be with her now.

i want to go sweep her up and carry her away and protect her from all the pain.

i am like col. brandon in sense and sensibility. "give me an occupation or i will go mad" he says.

i feel much that way. i want an occupation. want can i do from thousands of miles away?

 

pray.

 

pick up the phone to listen and cry with her when she calls.

 

and pray.

 

i know that our heavenly father is with her.

so i sit here - and i cry - and i pray.

i love you my dear friend.